berdebar,,,,

huh...macam pelik je tajuk kali nie. ok lah, lama sangat dah tak mencoretkn sesuatu, sebenarnya saya sangat sibuk. memang betul kata orang bila cuti nie la time kita nak bantu parents. memang banyak kerja kena buat tapi berbaloi. satu hal lagi saya tengah sibuk belajar memandu.....hari nie saya dinilai oleh seorang guru terlatih. Entah kenapa saya memang mudah berdebar so kali nie memng gabra sangat-sangat sampai bawak kereta pun tak betul, time belajar dulu boleh je bawak elok-elok, pelik betul la. " Nie dah terlebih gabra nie, kalau dengan jpj boleh ke tak?", adalah ayat pertama cikgu tue cakap kat saya....hehehe.

berdebar sebenarnya boleh diatasi tapi saya masih belum dpt mengatasinya lagi..harap-harap dapat atasinya...

i got no idea....

kali nie memang rasa nak tulis sesuatu. apa pendapat korang kalau kita kena alihkan seketika prinsip yang selama nie kita pegang demi menjaga hati kawan? Sesiapa yang pentingkan kawan memang akan katakan ianya sesuatu yang biasa tapi bagi yang bukan, adakah itu satu pencerobohan terhadap prinsip diri kita? ummm kadang-kadangkan pelik betul dengan insan yang berstatus sahabat nie, kita bukan tak nak jaga hati awak tapi kita ada prinsip tapi tetibe je cakap kita sombong!!!! Eeee geramnya!!!!

ok masuk bab lain pulak, satu hari tue saya pergi reunion, betul-betul nak kata la kan saya dah jadi seorang yang pelupa pada kenangan pahit.....memang tak ingat langsung. Bagi diaorang itu adalah kenangan manis tapi tidak bagi saya.....sori ye terpaksa ingatkan pulak...

days

wah...rasa sangat gembira tanpa sebab.....orang cakap "keep smiling", bila dah gembira mestilah senyum kan?? sebenarnya tak tahu nak tulis apa di blog yang sudah lama tidak divacumm nie....hehehehehe. hari tue hari ibu kan??? i wish my mum, happy mother's day n hari guru baru je lepaskan...rasa aggak janggal nak telefon semua guru2 yang penah mengajar tapi umi suruh jugak then i pon call je la....hepi teacher's day....i'll write back next week...sebenarnya bukan tak nak update blog nie tapi suddenly i got something to do n somewhere to go so...x dapat nak buat ikut yang dirancamg....

love....

hari nie tetibe je rase nak tulis pasal love.....korang rasa love tue cinta saje ke???? kat sini saya nak cerita pasal kasih sayang. love jugak dalam english nyerrr.. kenapa susah sangat orang nak tunjukkan bahawa mereka sayang akan seseorang itu? memang susah la kan kalau sampai orang tak tahu bahawa ada orang sayang dia. Allah tunjukkan rasa sayang Dia dengan nikmat dan dugaan jadi kita tau la kan. kadang-kadang rasa agak terkilan jugak dengan orang macam nie tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, saya sendiri pun x pamerkan rasa kasih terhadap orang lain jadi mengapa mengharapkan kasih dari orang? jika anda mempunyai rasa kasih sayang, tunjuklah rasa kasih tersebut agar suatu hari nanti anda tak rasa menyesal.

come on....

wow! dah lama sangat tak update blog nie. actually bukan malas ataupun tak de idea tapi busy. rasanya sekarang dah boleh start berblogging balik kot because it seems like everyone is going to be okay. tengok blog cik wangi, banyak je cerita dia.....best sangat baca. InsyaAllah nak cuba update blog nie sekerap yang mungkin.

backbiting

Having a Basic Theme of Quran, is a wonderful time when I studied at CFS. I love that moment because I learnt lots of things. One thing that I remember until today is about backbiting. Actually I don’t fully understand why backbiting is being a habit among our community. For women, this activity just likes their mouth exercise. (I’m a girl, not woman). After a few minutes think about the history of backbiting, I can conclude that it is created because of unsatisfied among us. Am I right? It is not only about satisfaction, it is also about respect, being happy for others, and so on. In simple words it is all about relationship among human being themselves. Frankly speaking, I have all the causes of backbiting in myself. People might think that it is normal to have that kind of feeling (unsatisfied) towards others. In Islamic perspective, being happy for the others’ happiness is a good dead, so backbiting in Islam is illegal. In my life, seriously I can get out from this situation. I’m trying to run, jump or maybe walk as fast as I can to avoid myself to backbiting others. Please pray for my strength. As we can see it is a bad habit nowadays but I’m not afraid if one day it will become a “culture” in our community. I’m trying to avoid this habit. Seriously, one day I’ll make myself hate this habit! People cannot respect others, it make me sick! I’ll keep talking about them if I’m not satisfied! I’m happy for them if they do good dead or get their happiness. Everybody has his own opinion about this life, try to respect their opinions and it settle. What will happen if I don’t respect yours? Are you happy? Or maybe you might have a party on that? Think about that! Seriously, it makes my head stuck when I think of this small matter. Sometimes, I think I’m not a good friend. I want to be friend with everyone but seriously it seems possible for me. One  group talk like this and the other one is like that. I agree with everybody so what should I do? I think I should frankly speaking with the person who I didn’t satisfied with, then it will settle. (I’ll think about that). Let’s avoid backbiting in our daily life. I think that we could change backbiting as our exercise, maybe we can have chewing gum for the mouth exercise. It is better than backbiting.

having an Islamic group is better.

hepi holiday

since a long time I didn't update my blog. I really miss to do that but I'm quite busy. Guess what I'm doing?? I'm busy watching movie, online, helping my parents with all the chores and so on. Believe me or not, I don't eat as much as I eat in hostel. That's mean, I can having my proper diet. having a long holiday, what are you going to do? Seriously it will make you bored. I keep thinking about what I'm going to do since I had my final examination but I still do not find the answers. I'm wishing all my friends out there, happy holiday and I really hope that you will have a meaningful holiday. There are many things you can do. My beloved lecturer advised us to do something that is meaningful for us in the future, for example take sewing class, cooking class or anything else you think might be worth in the future. She said that we can earn more money if we know to do several things instead of one thing only. We can't expect what's going to happened in ten years, so it is better for us to get prepared. If we don't get jobs we still can survive with what we have learn. So my little advice to me and all you, work hard to get a meaningful holiday. May Allah bless you and keep smiling.

let's learn how to make it!!!