hey u!!!!

seriously said, i write this entry with anger...until today, I'm trying my best so why don't you???!!!! you broke our promise, I still can forgive you. maybe you did it unconsciously but please try to understand why I'm doing that. I'll not tell you the personal problem if I can handle it myself. Anyway I never regret to have you as my friends....we use to be together so it's okay (just a bit disappointed). there are few things that I don't like people to do neither they are my friends nor my family.

especially disturb my privacy, I know this is hostel and I'm not supposed to talk about privacy, but I still think that privacy is everywhere. even you are in hostel, you still need to take care of others' privacy. seriously, this matter make me feel annoyed when people don't know how to do it!!! for example, you are doing your personal works and suddenly your friends come and see what are you doing!!! OMG, just leave me alone!!!! please, try to put yourself in this condition, what will you feel?????? pissed off????!!! so I am!!!

 don't disturb my time if you don't want me to do so.....this will make my mood change immediately!!! I can help you anytime anywhere but please be aware with what I'm doing....just imagine if you need someone's help and make his or her feel annoyed.....is that okay???

one more thing, I don't like people who are trying to hide their feeling (it is not about love). if you feel uncomfortable with me straight to the point don't try to play hide and seek here because I'm not interested with it. if you want to play you can play with kids not me....if you don't want to be my friend anymore, just frankly speaking with me, don't make such that face when you meet me. 

fuhhh... i think that's all for today...maybe pray can help me in this problem. i know everyone is not perfect but please try our best!!! i think you all use this concept in your study, as a slave to Allah, in family why don't use it as well in your friendship???? it's a waste if you don't try to apply this in your life and remember appreciate others like they appreciate you.

p/s: kak diej, it's quite a long time not see you...love ya.

       cik wangi: best friend forever. lots of stories that i can remember now...hehehehe

       minn, sarah, ekin : you are the best friend ever!!!!

ABC of friendship!!!

Accepts you as you are

Believe in "you"

Calls you just to say 'hi"

Doesn't give up on you

Envisions the whole of you, even the unfinished parts

Forgive your mistakes

Gives unconditionally 

Helps you. 

Invites you over

Just want to "be" with you

Keep you close at heart

Loves you for who you are

Makes a difference in your life

Never judges

Offers support

Picks you up

Quiets your fears

Raises your spirits

Says nice things about you

Tells you the truth when you need to hear it

Understands you

Values you

Walks beside you

X-plain thing you don't understand

Yells when you won't listen

Zaps you back to reality.

This is an appreciation to all my friends, I know that all of us trying our best to be the best friends everyone ever had but we are humans who always make mistakes and can't be perfect as we all wish. I'm proud to have you all as my friends because Allah choose the best among His slave to be with me....i never want to lost all of you but I know that one day we have to. Remember our sweet memories and make the opposite one as your experience to find the better one. I'll always for our success...we're like siblings and seriously I'll miss the moment we are together. 

hidup ini...

salam semua, hari nie ceria tak??? kat Gombak nie asyik hujan je, hujan nikmat katakan. tajuknya "hidup ini", rasa macam satu keluhan pun ada tapi mengeluh tue tak baik sebenarnya. hidup nie penuh dugaan, kadang-kadang sesuatu yang kita tak jangka pun. itulah yang dikatakan kita hanya merancang, Allah yang menentukan segalanya. Kadang-kadang kita fikir benda tue baik padahal tak pun. Hari nie saya exam, agak sedih sebab soalan mencabar minda tapi masih rasa bersyukur dengan hidup nie. macam-macam nikmat yang kita rasa takkanlah disebabkan satu hal je kita nak mengeluh hidup nie tak adil, betul tak???

hidup ini indah!!! semua lengkap...terima kasih Allah...ada orang cakap hidup nie tak adil sebenarnya, kenapa dia kena terima benda yang dia tak nak, susah jugak nak terangkan. betul ke hidup nie tak adil??? sangat adil sebenarnya! cube bayangkan, kita mintak rezeki yang melimpah-limpah tapi Allah bagi yang sederhana je. pada pendapat saya, adil la tue, kenapa??? sebab kalau rezeki melimpah yaki ke kaita akan berkongsi sesama umat Islam?? jangan janji je kalau rezeki banyak nak sedekah tapi bila dah banyak lupa. sebab tue la adil Allah bagi banyak tue je. jangan nak mengeluh ye.

banyak sangat nikmat yang Allah bagi kat kita....bersyukurlah. jangan sesekali mengeluh, "ala exam susah la, nape la susah sngt", "kenapalah tak cantik macam dia tue", "ala tak boleh sedekah la, rezeki tak banyak". berhenti mengeluh dan menyalahkan hidup ini, kita sebenar nye bagi alasan kan??? ala hai saya mana boleh jadi baik macam dia, susah la nak kena mesra alam, nampak tak alasan saya??? tak nak jadi baik, cakap mesra alam susah...

exam...

umm...semua org dalam bilik nie tngah mood exam...masing2 senyap je, sebelum balik cuti raya korban lagi. saya teramatlah sibuk dengan exam dan assignment. umm, betul ke sibuk sangat??? tak de la tapi kalau nak ambil masa fikir apa nak tulis tue, rasanya lebih baik tak payah kan? soalan exam semuanya mencabar minda, menyebabkan kita orang rasa tak nak jawab pon ada. hahahahahaanyway, hari nie bile "membelek" facebook saya dapat tahu kawan saya couple dengan kawan kita orang jugak, sedih nyerrr...tak tahu kenapa sedih dan rasa menyampah pon ada. haish, teenagers katakan, nak exam pon pak we kene bagi semangat tau....hahahaha. serious menyampah n geli sanagt dngan kata2 yang romantik tak bertempat. please teenagers, you all can keep your feeling for someone else in the future i beg.