malu

hari nie tulis tajuk tak de hashtag sbb tak tahu kenapa.nak cerita pasal malu. malu tak bertempat tak baik tapi saya sendiri pun tak tahu sekarang nie saya malu bertempat ke tidak. my study performance is not good this semester, i even don't know what is my mistake or maybe I actually know. i really don't know. saya di support oleh parents for my financial assistance. have u ever feel shy want to ask for money? have you ever think that your parents have worked so hard for you and you are not able to give them your best? i feel like that right now. anyway, parents specifically are the best person ever. they understand us, right? they never underestimate their kids. they always give us motivational to work harder. when people say u can't do it, they say you can.they love their kids forever. they never leave them alone. if they could, they wish not to let you face this world, full of bad things. but they know they can't do it. they let u do it but they assist you, be by your side, guide you. they don't want to see you hurt. if you don't believe in me. then try to ask them. 
p/s: bahasa rojak betul. amik feel nak write mmg camnie.

student #life

salam. it is nice to have another opportunity to write. i wonder how i can such a free time to update this kind of thing even i have lots of works. just wanna write something if not i'll forget what to write and i'll not be able to recall it back. that's me. i want to start with why i named my blog "all about life", basically i just wanna write everything that happened in my life, i love to write. i hope that one day, when scroll down this blog, i'll realize there are many things happened to me and it has its own reasons and i am tested with all that. life is not difficult, guys. see it in positive ways than u will realize it. why i'm saying like that? because i'm tired of being so pessimistic., i want to be the OPTIMISTIC one! do help me with that. i am a person who is still learning to hear others' problems, lend my ears to everyone who need me. in the process of being a good listener, i heard lots of things about life itself. people are barely understand why they are in such situation. students. life is related to their studies, friends, love and so on.

 studies is a big portion in student life. why? because they spend almost their days in class and interact with their friends. sometimes, when they are having good time with their friends, there love come in. it's all related actually. study, huh i'm a bit stress about it. clever one stick with their group and the less clever is being ignore and do everything on their own. please remember, life is like a wheel. u are not always on top. Allah is just and fair. fail is not necessarily u are stupid. it is a test for you, sit down and think what is your fault. sometimes, you realize there is no mistake that u've done so think why it happened to u. He want you to know how others' feeling. understand others is different from understand because you yourself have faced it before. 

 friends. it is a big deal! deal? yes, it is a deal. when you are dealing to accept their weakness and strength, they are dealing the same way then you are friends. for me, that is the way friends are formed. different people, different opinion, right? so, it's mine. u can define it yourself. friends are willing to accept us and they are open to comment us to be better person. they are happy when their friends are happy and sad when they sad. they can share with their friends and they are willing to do and sacrifice for their friends. 

regarding love, maybe next time. i'm not really in an idea to speak about that. 

miss this place. wanna go there again.

benci

membenci seseorg itu penat tahu tak? it is better not to have that feeling! seriously, i hate it. it is difficult to handle. i'm trying so hard. everyone is not perfect so accept it, girl. go and do kindness.... it is almost exam time. people are busy to settle their work. in the middle of this period, people are not really care about other feelings. and seriously, i hate it. you care others and they care about you as well. dear friend,  do you best, i know you can do it. Allah know what is the best for you.