macam pelik je tajuk kan? tak pelik pun sebenarnya. tanya dan terus bertanya, itulah manusia. kadang-kadang sikap nie elok untuk kita tapi sometimes tak ye. contohnya I, I kena repeat paper, then kawan asyik tanya asal la kena repeat paper. terkilan tak? kita bukan tak usaha macam awak tapi bukan rezeki kita. sometimes pun I terfikir boleh ke cakap macam tue padahal usaha I tak banyak pun. I'm tired. letih sangat. I nak jadi rajin macam uolls jugak tapi still rasa malas. I tak tahu nak buat apa untuk motivate diri. my friends cakap I dah rajin tapi I don't feel so. entah-entah dia nak pujuk hati I je.
I decide to not tell everyone about my studies because people are asking nonsense and keep on asking. I'm tired to answer, not all people understand people like me. they just know, "hey, she's repeater"! sedih hanya Allah je yang tahu. kalau boleh semua orang nak pandai, betul tak? tapi tak semua mampu macam uolls.I realize some of them are avoiding me. that make my life worse. I keep on thinking why it's happen to me? am I too stupid to be friend of? even they are trying much than uolls did. it's not their turn yet. they might get something better for themselves one day. I love motivational quotes as they inspire me a lot. once I'm down I will read it and think about those words. I always want to live happy and full of motivation. I want to be a person who can inspire herself and others. I want to spread colours!