Doakan saya.

wah...lama sangat dah tak menulis blog ni. Hari nie, terdetik di hati nak menulis. Ada assignment nak kena submit Jumaat nie tapi mood tu takde. In sha Allah, ini final sem di IIUM. fuhh, penat study rupanya. I have decided to not continue to the next level of study which is Master. Penat plus I'm very "hardworking". That is the main reason why. I have no friends this semester. Lonely. Nasib baik ada Peah, Dayah, dan Nasyrah. Final sem, ni la time nak takut sangat. perasaan "rajin" itu membuak-buak. Rasa lonely, Rasa sedih yang teramat sangat. Time nie la nak jadi over sensitif. Hari- hari whatsapp umie mintak kata semangat dan of course doa. Can't wait to graduate and work.
Pengalaman masa praktikal training memang mencabar. Pengalaman tu membuatkan rasa nak kerja sebagai auditor. Best rupanya kerja auditor nie. Sometimes, rasa tak layak pun nak jadi auditor sebab accounting basic pun goyah lagi tapi I nak cuba yang terbaik. Doakan saya semoga dapat menempuhi final sem nie dengan baik. Dengan berjaya. Dengan perasaan yang lagi rajin. Aminn...

keseorangan.

this is the first week of the new semester. guess what??? I'm alone in this hostel. don't know what to do. study perhaps. movies? no collection of it at all. seriously i'm bored. i've cleaned the entire room. wash what i don't need to wash exactly. can you imagine it. and tempat sidai baju tue full!!!! actually dari semalam lagi i'm alone tapi tak terasa sangat sebab ada class and briefing. rasa macam tak nak bagun tido je tadi tapi dah bosan tido so bangun. bila cuti rajin bangun awal, bila ada class. ya Allah susah nak nak bangun. hasutan syaitan betul kan? kita cerita-cerita la sikit ye bila dah bosan nie ye. ok bab yang paling HOT being discussed among my friends is kawen. sorry english very bad. bear with me la if you read this. terbiasa cakap campur-campur a.k.a rojak nie susah jugak ye. almost all of my closed friends said "before grad, make sure ada satu" actually nak tanya that's means kita bole ada lebih dari satu ke?? hahaha seriously kelakar. being in accounting department, make us think about this matter. madam asyik pesan, kalau nak involve in career one day baik cari awal because once you in, you have no time, trust me. itu madam yang cakap la. maybe betul. sebab tue kot kawan-kawan sibuk ye. ramai jugak la kenalan masa cfs dulu, dah kawen. tahniah. tue tak masuk kawan sekolah menengah lagi. dah ada anak pun ada but they still study. wondering of time management. 

didikan family, not encouraged to talk about this matter so i tak cakap pun pasal nie dengan parents i. pasal kawen tak pernah la. pasal ada boyfriend pernah. guess what? my ummi ckp "belajar dah habis ke? nak masak pun...um. tak payah mengada" that's the answer so i pun terus tak fikir pasal nie. niat dalam hati, kalau ada jodoh pasti bertemu and masa yang sesuai tue akan tiba bila Allah kata masa dia sekian sekian then i will be. 
bab pandai masak nie pun satu hal jugak. i tak berapa pandai nak masak but i can give a try. i'm interested in baking but not masak lauk-pauk tue. kalau masak desert pun i minat jugak. my aunty cakap "habis nak makan kek sampai tua?" tersipu-sipu i nak jawab. for me, tak penting pun pandai ke tak. yang penting kita usaha nak jadi yang terbaik and serve them well. masak?? lepas kawen bole kan belajar. tak salah. tapi kalau dah pandai satu advantage la kan. 

p/s: kawen nanti jgn lupa jemput. hehhehe.

still remember u.

i still remember you as my fiends. i love to make friends but i realize that one day they will leave me but yet i still want to remember you. i want to keep the sweet memories that we shared together. i want to always remember what you like and what is your habits so that one day i still know you. i want to remember your name so that you remember mine. i want to know you further so that you are in my list. i want to always see the list so that i remember you. you might be a very important person one day, please don't forget me. you might be far away from me, but please remember me. i want to be a friend who you can always be  remembered. i want to be your sister, share stories, have pillow talk and so on. dear friends, please don't forget me and i hope one day you will say "i still remember you". 

here...new semester.

assalamualaikum. so how is your life? i'm thinking of i'm talking to my friend when i'm writing all this things. today is the third day of the new semester still okay. not yet busy. this semester...very though and i need to leave my friends after this for practical training for almost 6 months. sad, nervous and all sort of feeling. many things happened to me, for sure i will miss all these moments. everyone keep on talking about the feel after they graduated. sorry i still can't talk about that. i have few semester left. siapa tak nak grad awal kan, tapi rezeki la. hidup nie penuh dugaan dan cabaran. as for me, i have few papers more. masa mula-mula nak pilih bachelor dulu, ada jugak yang cakap we, x kisah ke 4 tahun? tak nak amik yang lain ke? sorry. i buat for the sake of my parents. they want me to do accounting. ada hikmah.
cerita pasal semester nie, ada banyak class dengan junior tapi still ada class jugak dengan kawan-kawan. maybe last class dengan diaorang. sedih jugak tapi kena kuat. for sure, i will miss this place. lots of moments and memories to be remembered. 

sembang kosong.

salam. sihat semua? (berlagak macam ada org baca je kan?) next semester i will be a forth year student. of course banyak cabaran. i have another two long semester here. semester lain praktikal. yesss, i will definitely miss this place so much. perasan tak perasan sangat la kan. but i'm getting matured from day to day. banyak benda berlku yang mematangkan saya (hopefully). one thing that i realized myself, my friends still treat me like a kindergarten ones. hate that but will miss it one day. nak akhir semester nie banyak kerja kan? lots of reports need to be submitted and so on. semester nie a bit though for me because group member tak berapa nak best but it is a learning process for me. sometimes i just think maybe this is the reason why i tak suka kerja group but one day i need to do it anyway so learn now la beb. 

scar.

you hurt me and keep on hurting me but u don't realize it. once you realize it, you stop do it and i'm happy about it. then you hurt me again and again at the same place where you have done it before. it become deeper from time to time.  i want to be better than yesterday so i forgive everything but yet the scar is still there. it is not easy to let it be like that. it is a scar and it will stay there forever. scar is a scar. it will not hurt anymore if you pour something onto it unless it is a wound. if you still remember where you got the scar from so why not me? why i can't remember it? 

banana oh banana

second day masa trip tue, kitaorang nak mencuba sesuatu yg baru and extreme la kononnya. hahaha. cuba teka? banana boat!!! extreme ke? ala sikit-sikit la bagi perempuan ayu macam kitaorang nie. cerita sebelum naik banana boat. fuhh malam sebelum tido plan nak bagun qiam sesama tapi yang terjadi adalah sebaliknya. tue pun nasib baik subuh bukan subuh gajah. hahaha. bangun-bangun dah subuh. terkejut kita. apa pasal jadi macam nie???!!! semua blurrr je. hahahaha. kelakar la jugak. nak kene que for the toilet and so on la. dah toiletnya satu je. orang ada sebelas. memeang tak kelam sangat la kan?? macam mana boleh bangun lagi satu cerita. syarifah yang bangun dulu. katanya teringat dekat instagram dia. dia ada pos gambar malam tue so nak tengik la takut-takut ada orang like ke apa ke. so dia pun bangun. tengok phone, mak oiii dah pukul enam lebih. kejut semua orang. yang tidur dalam air cond pun kena kejut ye. 
ada kisah kelakar nak cerita. malam tue, miss M tidur jauh sikit dari kitaorg yang duduk bergelimpangan depan tv nie. tup tap bagun pagi "apa pasal dia nie? dekat pulak sofa nie. semalam jauh." cuba teka. sanggup tue tolak sofa bagi dekat dengan kitaorang. takut la tue. hahahaha. banyak gelak jugak kitaorang sebenarnya tau. hah, dah habis solat, terus kitaorang buat operasi dapur, which is cooking. riuh rendah macam kenduri tapi more calm then yesterday punya lunch la, of course. ada yang masak sambal nasi lemak, ada yang prepare barang, ada yang potong buah, ada yang panaskaan spaghetti semalam. ada yang keluarkan cake. lots of work, tapi saya??? salin baju!!! dah get ready nak gi pantai. orang terebih excited is ME.  then get ready to the beach with boxes of food. macam ada program je. hahaha. 
samapai-sampai je ada brother tue offer banana boat. kitaorang nak duduk pun tak sempat lagi ie beb oiii. cari tempat nak duduk pun satu hal. dah duduk, makan pulak, lepas makan baru naik banana boat. (sebab tue la kene tinggal kat tengah laut tue hah) makan aje, syarifah dah kena layan banyak kerenah. haish. "syarifah, nak cake!" "syarifah nak air", "jap-jap, nak roti dengan sosej la." macam-macam. yang jadi macam budak tadikanya of course la saya. hehehe(muka tak malu betul kan?) jom3! naik banan boat! nego session lama sangat. nie sume si cicap punya keje. kitaorang steady je tunggu kat tikar tue. dalam hati, dub dab dub dab, kita tak pandai berenang so macam mana nanti? laju ke dia bawak? boleh jadi prof. dah sebabnya banya sangat persoalan dan posibilities yang boleh dikaji. buat masuk research paper nanti. hehehe tue baru kita belum lagi persoalan orang lain. syarifah and farah tak naik sebab diaorang ada sebab tersendiri la. tanya banyak-banyak buat apa. haish. 
naik banana boat nie kelakar, nak naik pun dah satu hal kecoh, first time so tahu-tahu je la. nak susun temapt duduk pun satu hal. yang tak dapat anik lagi satu hal. tue cicap punya hal. dia naik dia jatuh. duduk je tergelongsor turun. hahahaha. gelak je yang mampu. naik dengan excited nya. brother tue bawak slow je. macam naik kereta dengan shamie-shamie. eh, tak koy shamie lagi laju la. tapi ibaratnya naik kereta atas air. kelajuan? biasa je. tak nak bagi kena saman. hah, lagak dia macam tue la. ala tak pe la slow pun, asalkan dah gain experience kat situ. cantik sangat ciptaan Allah, perfect, tak ada cacat cela. takda apa yang nak komen. subhanallah, segala puji bagi Allah, tuhan semesta alam. Dia Pencipta terhebat. semua cantik, tenang je tengok. rasa diri kerdil sangat bila duduk atas banana boat tue, tengok betapa luas lautan nie. tue baru pantai dekat PD. 
sambil-sambil tengok pemandangan tue, tetiba boat brother tue dah ke depan, kitaorang kat belakang dah bising, "ohh, macam nie naik banana boat nye. tinggal kejap,nanti dia datang amik la" adoiii nie la jadinya kalau first timer. tali banana dengan boat tue putus sebab ktaorang "ringan" sangat. hahaha gelak je brother tue. kitaorang pun apa lagi gelak jugak la. sapa suruh makan banyak. aishhh tahu tak kitaorang nie tak stop makan. selagi ada peluang, makan je. 
dah habis main banana boat, kita main air. excited tapi syarifah tak masuk pun dalam air. dia amik gambar kitaorang je. then dia duduk tengok-tengok kitaorang. masa main air tue. semua excited. ada yang nak belajar berenang dengan miss puff, ada jugak yang nak belajar terapung. hah, belajar la sampai pandai. naik main air makan kejaap. ehhh lama jugak la makn. ada yang termakan pasir sikit, adajugak yg minum tapi tak perasan ada ranting kecik dalam air. fuhh, seronok la beb. jap-jap. masuk air kejap. air lagi. tak ke penat nak layan sekumpulan budak kecik nie? then salin baju, jumpa monyet kecik, kuda hensem, minum cococnut shake, cari souvenir untuk family. hehehe. amik gambar la of course. happy trip ever. hope to have this kind of trip again and again. this friendship is priceless to me. 

p/s: tak sabar nak cerita dekat family especially my mum! 

trip again!!!

really excited to tell story about it but before that let me tell u. not all we plan gonna happened smoothly as what we plan because He is the best Planner. this time, we went to port dickson. a really beautiful place to remember with lots of sweet memories. we went there from our university at 8.30 am in the Saturday. a journey of 11 happening friends started here. went by cars, one was avanza and the other one is shamie-shamie's car, myvi. lots of problems happened before we went there. our planning didn't work at last minute and cars that we supposed to rent was cancelled by the owner but we all manage to solve it even a bit emotional. singing in a car, chit-chat, gossiping, lose track, all of these taught us to be more patient and handle everything wisely. kalau gelabah memang takkan jumpa jalan la, beb. seriously and frankly speak it was a very beautiful memories for me. betul kata orang, hidup masa remeja nie kena betul-betul manfaatkan. cari kawan. cari sahabat, cari teman, bukan cari lawan. nanti dah tua at least ou have something sweet and chill to be remembered, right? sebelum sampai, singgah RnR mana entah. beli air and ambil peta. hah, ala-ala kat oversea je. ada map bagai. macam tak boleh baca je signboard kan? eh, bukan la. just to make sure we are in the right path je. bukannya over pun. haish. ada je la korang nie, kan??? okay dah ambil map, kitaorang start back the journey with love. masa on the way to that place, i can see how beautiful is the creation of Allah. subhanallah. cantik, indah. super dupper amazing la. sampai giant! giant apa tak tahu sebabnya macam baru bukak je. dah macam main game dah. semua dibahagikan kepada bebebrapa group which each of them must ensure that the things that were assigned to them really in the trolley before the payment being made. nampak macam kelam kabut sikit sebab nak kejar masa tapi sebenarnya tak kalut sangat pun. semua steady je. siap beli stokin cantik-cantik lagi. konon nak tido pakai stokin la apa la. girls are like that. dah siap shopping, jom teruskan ke PD!!! oppsss, tak lagi la. tengok sale kasut kejap, beli iceblog dulu then beli ice cream baru boleh gerak. hah, nak gerak, barang pulak kena susun mana duduk dalam avanza, mana duduk dekat shamie's. fuhhh, kesian dekat syarifah, lots of things need to be handled. macam bawak budak tadika berjalan. kejap nak wee-wee. kejap nak air sejuk. kejap terlepas jalan. haish. penat weii. dah habis part tue. kitaorang pun terus ke rumah then syarifah bawak pusing-pusing kawasan rumah tue sampai shamie-shamie ckp "nie nak pergi mana sebenarnya? pening la kita tengok jalan sama." kitaorag dah gelak-gelak sambil nyanyi pulak tu. kesian shamie. sambil tunggu makcik hantar kunci, kitaorang cari ice nak buat air nanti. then, yaya cari daun limau purut untuk resipi dia. entah apa entah. saya tak ambil tahu sangat sebab tak pandai sangat masak so nak campur tangan nie malas la sikit takut apa-apa salah nanti ada la yang tak diingini akan berlaku. lebih baik kite cegah sebelum berlaku. dah dapat anak kunci, masuk je rumah semua sibuk tengok tempat. semua nampak happy je. ada air-conditioners mana tak happy. then rest kejap je. salin baju je kut. terus masak sebab semua dah lapar tahap apa kita pun tak tahu tapi muka dah macam pokok tak cukup air je semua but yet everyone was contribute bila masak. semua orang ada keje masing-masing dah sebab hari jumaat before pergi tue memang dah assign kerja. mudah dan cepat kata kan. makan banyak gila. bajet kita orang terlebih dari cukup siap boleh pulangkan balik dekat semua tapi masing-masing decide nak makan lg nanti hujung bulan ke apa ke. apa-apa je a. kita on je bab makan nie. lepas makan, ada yang tengik tv , ada yang dah tido dalam bilik. maklumlah, teramat kenyang dan kepenatan. me? of course tido!!! petang, bagun tengok farah and syarifah dah siapkan cucur. eh, shifa pun tolong jugak tau. kita? hehehe. tolong tengok je. happy je tengok diaorang masak. lepas solat asar, get ready ke pantai! happy sangat sampai tak terkata. i love beach so much. no words can describe it. petang-petang, ramai sangat orang tambah-tambah hujung minggu. memang macam nie la kan. posing, amik gambar cantik-cantik. jalan sikit, stoppppp ambil gambar lagi and lagi. singgah pasar malam then ke secret recipe for chocolate indulgence!!!! cantik sangat cake nya!!
malam tue solat jemaah and tahlil for miss S's mum who passed away week ago. sedikit usrah then makan. tengok main agenda is makan actually. supposed ada game tapi semua nak tengok movie sebab penat and so on, so tengok movie je la jawabnya. sambil makan lagi. end up dengan tido, nak bagun qiam kata biro dakwah. and nak tido pun macam apa. semua okay je tido kat man-mana tapi ada yang suruh masuk bilik la apa la. ye la, basically, takut ada orang tak selesa tapi alhamdulillah. semua selesa. 

syarifah yang amik gambar so she is not in.

p/s: tired. gonna continue next time. bye. lots of love. xoxo

gonna be okay?

lots of problems. never expected this to be happened. ukhuwah yang sekian lama terjalin diuji. itu tandanya Allah sayang kita kan. i really hope that everything gonna be okay. ukhuwah benda yang sangat mulia. even me myself tal sanggup nak rosakkan. 

friendship trip

this trip was really amazing. we just held it years ago, maybe or one year ago. i could not remember that, but the main thing i was happy. that is the only thing that i could remember. the trip really a friendship one. why I say like that? before we go, we have planned everything to strengthen the relationship. lots of things happened before we went there. few of us had class which was held suddenly an at the evening. our plan was totally ruined but yet we still continued. we went to bagan lalang, sepang. can't really imagine how a group girl can drove at night in such that area. a bit scared, tired but still went on. we had our barbeque session after we arrived, then ate together. having spaghetti made by dora and tea iced by miss m and so on. we enjoyed that day so much. the next day, our activities were at beach. i made a mistake when choose a place where the water was a bit dirty but yet we still enjoyed our day. we played games. taking pictures as memories and wrote our names on the sand. we played like there was no problems.release tensions. we had planned for another friendship trip, we are going to port dickson. do pray for our best. 
p/s: pictures can't be uploaded due to privacy of certain people. 

malu

hari nie tulis tajuk tak de hashtag sbb tak tahu kenapa.nak cerita pasal malu. malu tak bertempat tak baik tapi saya sendiri pun tak tahu sekarang nie saya malu bertempat ke tidak. my study performance is not good this semester, i even don't know what is my mistake or maybe I actually know. i really don't know. saya di support oleh parents for my financial assistance. have u ever feel shy want to ask for money? have you ever think that your parents have worked so hard for you and you are not able to give them your best? i feel like that right now. anyway, parents specifically are the best person ever. they understand us, right? they never underestimate their kids. they always give us motivational to work harder. when people say u can't do it, they say you can.they love their kids forever. they never leave them alone. if they could, they wish not to let you face this world, full of bad things. but they know they can't do it. they let u do it but they assist you, be by your side, guide you. they don't want to see you hurt. if you don't believe in me. then try to ask them. 
p/s: bahasa rojak betul. amik feel nak write mmg camnie.

student #life

salam. it is nice to have another opportunity to write. i wonder how i can such a free time to update this kind of thing even i have lots of works. just wanna write something if not i'll forget what to write and i'll not be able to recall it back. that's me. i want to start with why i named my blog "all about life", basically i just wanna write everything that happened in my life, i love to write. i hope that one day, when scroll down this blog, i'll realize there are many things happened to me and it has its own reasons and i am tested with all that. life is not difficult, guys. see it in positive ways than u will realize it. why i'm saying like that? because i'm tired of being so pessimistic., i want to be the OPTIMISTIC one! do help me with that. i am a person who is still learning to hear others' problems, lend my ears to everyone who need me. in the process of being a good listener, i heard lots of things about life itself. people are barely understand why they are in such situation. students. life is related to their studies, friends, love and so on.

 studies is a big portion in student life. why? because they spend almost their days in class and interact with their friends. sometimes, when they are having good time with their friends, there love come in. it's all related actually. study, huh i'm a bit stress about it. clever one stick with their group and the less clever is being ignore and do everything on their own. please remember, life is like a wheel. u are not always on top. Allah is just and fair. fail is not necessarily u are stupid. it is a test for you, sit down and think what is your fault. sometimes, you realize there is no mistake that u've done so think why it happened to u. He want you to know how others' feeling. understand others is different from understand because you yourself have faced it before. 

 friends. it is a big deal! deal? yes, it is a deal. when you are dealing to accept their weakness and strength, they are dealing the same way then you are friends. for me, that is the way friends are formed. different people, different opinion, right? so, it's mine. u can define it yourself. friends are willing to accept us and they are open to comment us to be better person. they are happy when their friends are happy and sad when they sad. they can share with their friends and they are willing to do and sacrifice for their friends. 

regarding love, maybe next time. i'm not really in an idea to speak about that. 

miss this place. wanna go there again.

benci

membenci seseorg itu penat tahu tak? it is better not to have that feeling! seriously, i hate it. it is difficult to handle. i'm trying so hard. everyone is not perfect so accept it, girl. go and do kindness.... it is almost exam time. people are busy to settle their work. in the middle of this period, people are not really care about other feelings. and seriously, i hate it. you care others and they care about you as well. dear friend,  do you best, i know you can do it. Allah know what is the best for you. 

motivation.

alhamdulillah. sangat bersyukur dengan nikmat Allah. diberi jutaan kesemptan untuk menjadi insan yang lebih baik. sibuk? setiap orang pun sibuk. tak gitu? i', busy right now but i'm still trying to have few minutes to write. i know there is no reader but i still wan to dedicated something. i am busy with lots of quizzes, homework, presentation, papers and so on. it almost the end of the semester. frankly speak, this semester is a bit though for me but i'm trying hard to go through it. insha Allah i can do it. few weeks ago, I've decided to go back to my hometown, meet my parents and get more motivational speech from them. alhamdulillah. I managed to. i already in the half journey of my life when i think about giving up. i went back and tell my mum what i feel and ask her opinion. she said to me that life is like that. we are tested everytime. it makes our life more beautiful. beautiful???(wondering, right) beautiful because we are praying for our best, we seek for His help, beautiful because we get to know how our prophet live before us and how hard is his effort to bring Islam to us and so on. see, how beautiful is our life. mom said that never give up. test are for us, to make us become more though and see the world in other aspects.see how big is His love to you. don't see and keep on asking why it should be me? you are the choosen one for the test. don't ask to much and just endure with it. i'm happy when i can share my feeling with my mum. she's kind of friend of mine. see, i got problems but i still have a time with my mum. i can have her opinion. sharing what i think and so on. thank you, ummi!!!

p/s: mood busy. everything need to be settled before final.

ASK AND KEEP ASKING

macam pelik je tajuk kan? tak pelik pun sebenarnya. tanya dan terus bertanya, itulah manusia. kadang-kadang sikap nie elok untuk kita tapi sometimes tak ye. contohnya I, I kena repeat paper, then kawan asyik tanya asal la kena repeat paper. terkilan tak? kita bukan tak usaha macam awak tapi bukan rezeki kita. sometimes pun I terfikir boleh ke cakap macam tue padahal usaha I tak banyak pun. I'm tired. letih sangat. I nak jadi rajin macam uolls jugak tapi still rasa malas. I tak tahu nak buat apa untuk motivate diri. my friends cakap I dah rajin tapi I don't feel so. entah-entah dia nak pujuk hati I je.

I decide to not tell everyone about my studies because people are asking nonsense and keep on asking. I'm tired to answer, not all people understand people like me. they just know, "hey, she's repeater"! sedih hanya Allah je yang tahu. kalau boleh semua orang nak pandai, betul tak? tapi tak semua mampu macam uolls.I realize some of them are avoiding me. that make my life worse. I keep on thinking why it's happen to me? am I too stupid to be friend of? even they are trying much than uolls did. it's not their turn yet. they might get something better for themselves one day. I love motivational quotes as they inspire me a lot. once I'm down I will read it and think about those words. I always want to live happy and full of motivation. I want to be a person who can inspire herself and others. I want to spread colours! 

BOOKS!!!!

I nie boleh diktegorikan sebagai org yang suka buku tapi membaca tue tak tahu la nak cakap sebabnya kalau cakap rajin macam puji diri sendiri je tapi I can read books and I don't mind to spend my time on books. sejak kecil kot, dilatih bak kata orang. my parents suka anak-anak dia membaca.kalau nak pergi mana-mana my parents will ensure their children bring books. bawak yang penting. baca boleh cuba cari masa. kalau takda masa takpa tapi kalau ada masa tapi kiat tak bawak buku bersama itu parah.  my parents bagus. i'm proud to have them as my parents. i'm sure everyone is proud of their parents. my grannies pun suka cucu dia membaca. kalau bagi duit, dia tak cakap "duit nie beli la apa-apa ye" dia akan cakap "duit nie buat beli buku tau. nak beli gula-gula ke apa ke guna duit nie(bg duit lg)" i miss my grannies. dua-dua dah meninggal al-fatihah for them. i just have the opportunity to spend time with my mum's dad but not my dad's. he was so kind. baik sangat. kadang-kadang terfikir ada lagi tak lelaki yng baik macam dia. enough with that story. books. i'm in love with books. i prefer to have book as for my present tapi tak kan la kita nak demand. tak gitu. buku sebenarnya senang je nak jaga and dia tak macam benda lain. sometimes benda yang kita baca kiat akan ingat or amalkan or tell others. dapat pahala free-free dekat orang yang bagi hadiah tue kan. I bersyukur dapat hadiah even bukan buku. thanks to all my friends and families yang bagi hadiah. 

more story about books. last year if I'm not mistaken. I went to Big Bad Wolf and spend 200. fuhh. lega sebab baucer tue tak membazir. and of course I'm happy because my books' collection is getting more and more. I tak amik short semester hari tue and guess what. I spend almost my time on that books.best. ada yang lawak ada yang sedih. and ada yang more to information. I hope I can go there this year. i want to buy more books.

p/s: nak upload gambar dri phone malas. (last year big Bad wolf) sorry.

PRK OH PRK.....

alang- alang ada masa nie, kita luah semua ye. ok hari tue, ada election dekat universiti. so each fakulti pun kena join. dekat tempat kita orang tak panggil fakulti tau. panggil kuliyyah kau. arab sikit. biar tak belajar di negara arab tapi kitaorg still ada element arab di situ. hahaha. macam apa je org yg xplain nye. ok citer pasal prk nie kan, jgn nak salah faham sangat la. prk stand for pilihan raya kampus ok? bukannya pilihan raya kecil. hehehe. ok. one of my friend masuk election tue tau. serious tabik spring kat dia. dekat kuliyyah tue, orang hebat-hebat kot bertanding. dia pun hebat je. cumanya setakat kenal nie tak sangka dia bole masuk election besar camnie. okay time election nie, mcm-mcm benda berlaku. it's kinda of first timer for me. i tak bertanding pun tapi lagak macam bertanding je kan? first timer la sebabnya jadi penyokong kuat kot. actually saya bukan penyokong kuat pun. kawan kan so tolong la sikit-sikit apa yang patut. sekali muka i and the geng je kat booth tu hah. penat tapi pengalaman tue yang menyebabkan penat tue hilang. sweet moments gdn kawan-kawan. masa nie baru la tahu sapa kawan dan sapa lawan. boleh tak uolls pikir. kita org nie org perempuan nak panjat-panjat pasang bendera memang tak la kan. nak gantung apa-apa ke. bila mintak tolong ngn brothers(bukan adik beradik ye.) boleh pulak dia cakap maaf tak bole tolong sebab dah sokong orang lain. nie hah. kepala hotak kau. kecik-kecik dah pandai ek. tolong je la. kalau jumpa orang yg memerlukan pertolongan kat mane-mane, korang tolong tak? ke korang tengok dulu bangsa apa, warna kulit, anak mata cantik ke tak and so on baru nak tolong. agak-agak la uolls oiii. tolong nie tak kira parti, bangsa, warna kulit and so on. tolong-menolong tue kan amaln mulia. takda nya kalau awak tolong, orang cakap awak berpaling tadah ke apa ke. tolong je. kalau nak sebut kuat-kuat. "saya tolong je dia, saya tak sokong dia". puas hati? lelaki yang macam nie la buat I rasa menyampah nak kenal dengan lelaki taw. baik tak kenal. tunjuk sikit awak tue gentleman. hal nie macam big issue jugak la bagi kitorang masa prk hari tu sebab kitaorang takda tenaga kerja. samapai ada kawan yang terpaksa ponteng class nak tolong. benda tue tak patut bagi I tapi ikut orang l. maybe they can handle the class and bagi diorg berkorban sikit demi kawan takpe. alhamdulillah. ada lagi shabat yng mcm nie. kawan I tak menamg pun tpi kitaorang bangga sebab kitaorang dah cuba seday upaya dan kitaorg paham. adat bertanding memeang macam tue. mungkin Allah janjikan yang lebih baik untuk dia. 

ada hati nak...

ok. sebenarnya tajuk tue saja-saja tulis. sebab kalau nak fikir tajuk mmg tak menulis la kan. even kalau nak buat essay ke apa ke i will start writing first then think about the tittle. ok nak citer pasal semester nie. amik skill. cube teka saya amik skill apa? most of my friends ckp masak.

sekali pandang macam seronok je memasak kan? =)

 oiittt. ada muka nak masak ke masalahnya? nak masak kat rumah pun dah kecoh sekampung. nak masak kat universiti kecoh satu Batu Caves. hahahaha. tak la. nie kan skill, so tak kisah la pandai ke tak ke. masuk je. u want to learn something, right? so just go. don't be shy cat la. student yg masuk skills nie, most of them tak tahu apa-apa. diaorang nak belajar mcm uolls jgk. ok...masak mmg reject awal-awal sebab kalau masak mudah gabra, gubra dan seangkatan dengannya. u know what, my mum has said it to me "nanti dah besar, ingat semua nak beli ke? semua org bermula dngan tak pandai ye. awak kecik dulu pun tak pandai jalan, sekarang ok je jalan" fuuuuhhh SENTAP. actually malas pun ada (tue hah..jujur taw.)hahahha. my mum tak sebut "nanti kawen" hah tengok. my parents pantang cakap pasal cinta cintun, kawen dan seangkatan tentera dengannya. bukan apa, belajar tak habis lagi sibuk nak pikir kawen. ape u ingat kawen nie senang? my parents lebih selesa kitaorg belajar dulu. fokus apa nak capai. nanti dah ada tanggugjawab lain susah. hoiii mak cik! tadi nak citer amik skill apa kan? nie melalut ke tempat lain. maklumlah dah lama tak menulis. semua nak citer. then i ingat nak amik menjahit. sewing uolls. pastue takde rezeki. vacancy full. sedih la jugak tapi tak pe. nasib bik jugak la sebab menjahit nie banyak keje sebenarnya.ada kawan ajak amik swimming! wowww happy je dengar sekali tengok badan kat cermin. ehhh malu la. nampak lemak nanti. padahalnya masuk swimming nak soh kurus. but still malu.

lastly i pilih kaunseling!!!! best sangat! happy je masuk class nie. i tertunggu nak gi class skill. bole melukis and so on la. dalam class nie jugak i know how to appreciate people. i mean more appreciate...insha Allah benda berguna untuk I sekarang and in the future. 

best sangat. 

salam syawal

tajuk pun dah gitu. tulis sebab nak wish happy syawal kpd yg sudi. raya nie agak hambar sedikit. rasa tak de feel raya. dua hari berturut-turut raya sebelah my dad. biasanya sehari je. pelik tue tak de la pelik sangat pun. macam pelik sikit la kan tengok muka sama je. fuhhhh nie mmg jujur punya org la kan. most of my uncles and unties sebelah my dad tak balik kampung so naak meriah tang mana nye oiii??? semua orang muda je yang ada. tue tk kira cousins yng berderet lagi, berapa coit je yg balik. sedih la jugak. dalam dok citer syawal nie kn, puasa tahun nie adalah puasa paling best semenjak bergelar mahasiswi. mana taknya puasa je ada short sem la. nak kena tergopoh-gapah ke class then nak bukak puasa tak sempat nak cari apa sebenarnya nak makan kena terus grab je sebab lewat, class habis lambat (sometimes je). kadang-kadaang tue memeang dh tak tahu nak makan apa. puasa tahun nie decide tak nak amik short sem, kita celebrated ramadhan with family and went to tarawih together. super duper happy. 
syawal tahun nie walaupun tak meriah tapi musim buaah-buahan memeriahkan suasana. banyak sangat buah!!! sampai tak larat nak makan. paling suka buah rambutan. sedap!!! makan banyk sangat sampai batuk-batuk hah. nie tak kira bab durian lagi. dulu tak suka sangat pun buah nie. tahun nie sebab over excited tengok orang kutip durian sampai pakai helmet bagai, makan durian banyak jugak. malam nak tido, berpeluh-peluh kepanasan sebab makan banyak sangat durian. hehehehe. mangis pun banyak kt kebun tok ayah. penat nak kutip. pakcik ngan sepupu dah tak larat nak panjat. 
my mum kadang-kdang naik pening jugak dengan buah yang banyak nie. mata kucing, manggis, raambutan, durian, duku, langsat (tak tahu beza pun duku dgn langsat), dragon fruit, kelapa muda(minum air dia fresh, fuhhh sedap). my aunties sebelah mum cakap i makan banyak buah mcam tak pernah jumpa buah. gelak sakan semua orang. bukan macam tak pernah jumpa la. dah lama sangt tak kutip buah ramai-ramai then enjoy eating together. last dulu masa arwah grndparents ada lagi. then semua macam tak da hati dah kt kmpung. bila dusun menjadi nie semua balik. happy sangat. tak dapat nak tulis macam mana happynya perasan tue. next time kita tulis lagi ye. bye.

happy birthday adik!!!

sebenarnya lupe wish birthday adik. i have two adik ok, my lil sis and lil bro.hehehe nak cerita pasl birthdy adik.this is my lil bro's birthday not kak bie ye. my lil bro is now at standard two and he is not cute at all. sometimes annoyed me. eh, tak de lah. tak baik cakap macam tue. my adik is called adik mong our family members. even big family members pun called him adik. he is super dupper lazy. i don't know why. both of his sisters is hardworking enough to follow our steps.(i'm joking...sometimes i lagi malas dari dia) LOL. 
birthdy dia mesti kena sambut every year if not, "eh, semua org tak tahu ek esok birthdy adik?" sometimes tue jawab je "tahu. kenape?". terus dia potpet-potpet. "dah tahu nape tak buat cake? nanti org datang nak makan apa? hadiah semua dah ada?" ehhh, budak kecik nie kite zip mulut masuk dalam beg letak bawah katil boleh tak? gurau je la. tak kn nak buat jahat dgn adik sendiri kan? tak baik. dia cakap macam dia jemput sekampung datang birthday dia. haish tension. last-laast kak bie(my lil sis) masuk dapur start buat cake untuk dia. hah, pus hati. tapi dia diconsider baik la sebab gi dapur, "adik boleh tolong" kek birthdy buat sendiri. hahahaha. dia suka makan cake kak bie. cake org lain pun dia makan cume bnyak complaint dari makan. kalau secret recipe tak la kan. 

bagi gambar nie je boleh tak???

ada satu tahun tue, my mum plan nak celebrate besar sikit. sebabnya my mum nak buat kesyukuran sekali. mak aiii happy dia bukan kepalang. siap suruh kiteorg design kad jemputan lagi. demi adik tercinta, me and kak bie design simple2 je then print banyak2. eh geram pulak kite tengok dia beriya nak sambut birthday. pujuk hati je la. dia kecik lagi so no wonder la excited kan? tahun nie dia tak wish for celebration. cukup bagi hadiah je katanya. ehhh demand. 

nie terlalu sedikit untuk adik....

my lil bro make our life cheerful dgn dia punya keletah. dia lawak je sebenarnya. orangnya sangat suka ambil gambar...ada satu kisah tue. dia suka sangat take pictures especially kalau balik kampung my mum. ada lembu, kambing dan segala mak nenek yang kadang-kadang dia tak pernah tengok. suatu hari my mum tengah drive, dia dekat belakang and as usual busy snap pictures.

ada gaya cameraman gitu.

 lepas amik gambar dia sibuk nak tunjuk kat my mum. my mum dah la tengah drive. sekali dia membebel, "umie nie, adik amik banyak gambar bukan nak tengok." my mum pun "mane nye gambar?" dia tunjuk then my mum pun tengok sekilas je sekali kereta masuk "longkang". sampai hari nie dia tak cerita dekat my dad. hehehehe. dia tahu salah dia. kalau tak, setiap kali balik je dari mana-mana terus cerita what happen even though that things tak de la hot mana pun.
dia petah sangat bercakap. kalau dekat rumah, mulut dia je yang berbunyi. "eh, tadi kan adik tengok youtube  kan...adaa....", pastu "tadi masa adik main kan..." time mandi lagi la "ehhh tolong la takde org ke nak cakap dgn adik" padahal dia memang penakut. nk amik baju dekat tingkat atas pun berteman ok. tue lelaki, kalau perempuan lagi takot ke lagi berani?

hah...lebih kurang mcm nie la muke nye..hehehe

 kalau ketuk pintu bilik kiteorg..fuhhh punya la kuat nak kasi dengar satu dunia gamak nye. padahal just nak tanya "kereta control adik ada termasuk bawah katil korang ke?" serious tension. ingatkan my parents panggil makan ke apa ke. 


that is a simple story about my lil bro. anyway happy birthday adik!!! wish u all the best in whatever you do.